Ways to Trouble Oneself

I find myself often wishing that people around me would get out of their own way, take down the defenses and allow themselves to be happy. And today I wonder where I'm standing in my own way. What defense, what fear, must I drop, to make the things I desire materialize. I need a psychiatrist to point it out, because there's no one left to see except me.

I'm thinking of you/
And think you're/
Not thinking of me/

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  1. puplet_loaf11/20/2006 11:26 PM

    why does your entry say 11:52 when it's only 11:26?

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  2. misplacedwilder11/20/2006 11:45 PM

    That is an excellent question, to which I have no answer.

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